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Breakfast➡️ chickpea wrap with oatmeal *TW⚠️* (250cal) - - - UPDATE: I'm going to ask my work if I can have another day off during the work week. I'm just too stressed between school work and this ed. Then again I think once work is over in December I think I may restrict to TW ⚠️ 500cal ugh I can't help but be excited for that time. But then there's a part of me that wants to really get help. I don't know what I want or what to do! #recoveryquotes #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianerovsarecovery #anarecovery #edfam #edfamily #edwarrior #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #healthyisnotasize #healthyeating #MentalHealth #mealprep #mealplan #oatmeal #triggerwarning #tryingtorecover #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #fooddiary #depression
Gaining weight = gaining bone, gaining muscle, gaining fat, gaining flesh, gaining mind, gaining sanity, gaining life, gaining happiness, gaining self, gaining you. Gaining weight ≠ becoming fat, becoming ugly, becoming hated, becoming ´out of control´, becoming lazy, becoming stupid. Fact. You may like your body like this for now, but you´ll love your real body even more. This isn´t the way yours, or anybody´s body was meant to be. You like it in a sick, disordered way; you know that feeling of seductive, poisonous relief when you can touch your skeleton and know you´re too small? That feeling, this feeling of liking your body slowly burning away into bone, bone, skin, pure, bone, is the thing that will destroy you and drive you into your grave by the end of the year if you let it. Don´t let it. Your disorder is like a Venus flytrap. It lures you in with its promise if skinnybonecontrolperfectionbeautylovehappinessthin, and you´re so absorbed by the lies of it all that, when it finally snaps shut and destroys you, it´s too late. There´s that final panic at the end of ´wait-no-no-I-was-kidding`, but it´s too late, and then you die a very painful and lonely death. Don´t let yourself be lured in. You know how this ends. Stay strong, love, and don´t beliebe a single thought you think of liking your bones.
And in alone with it all -P
falafel mit karotten und gurken+dressing🙈 War sehr lecker! 😽 das wars dann auch für heute, werde gleich duschen gehen und mir einen chilligen abend machen💘 freue mich schon auf neue leute auf dieser seite..😬🖤