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Miso roasted potatoes... literally amazing! Coated par-boiled new potatoes in a mix of miso paste, brown sugar and sweet chilli sauce and roasted in the oven for 40 minute, sprinkled with chives and chilli flakes 👌💃💛 - - - - - - - #cleancookingkate #cleancooking #cleaneating #manchester #eatmcr #greatermanchester #greenisclean #leanin15 #joewicks #foodblogger #90daysssgraduate #90daysss #90daysssplan #thebodycoach #girlgains #eatforabs #foodblogger #instafood #strongnotskinny #bbg #kaylaitsines #loveyourhunger #shinesquad #foodquote #instafoodie #instacook #eatclean #greenisclean #preplikeaboss #hiit #workout
sittin here all googly eyed bc :') probably a little too emotional over a bowl of oatmeal but... here I am 😛 •• Underneath all the goodies, I cooked a mix of @evokefoods muesli and raw oats, cinnamon, vanilla, maca powder, and mashed banana in cashew milk. Topped it with fruit and @traderjoes flax and chia seed peanut butter !!
He knows that I want to body check in the mirror. He has started rubbing against my legs so I have to focus on him rather than my body. So proud of my #esa Eating has been a challenge. I’m sick, so I have no appetite, but I am also still not happy with my body. I have been trying though. I ate an enormous salad tonight, and feel like I had way too much, but I’m trying to convince myself that it was the right thing to do. #beatana #ana #anorexia #anxiety #eatingdisorder #ed #recovery #prorecover #prorecovery #keepfighting #anarecovery #warriorchallenge #recoverywarrior #vegetarian #food #depression #foodnotfear #fightana #edrecovery #eatingdisorderercovery #realrecovery #recover #support #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #loveyourhunger #emotionalsupportanimal #emotionalsupportcat
Happy Monday! I am reallllly feeling those 26.2 miles from yesterday 🙆🏽But having fall break today and tomorrow means I can take it easy and R E C O V E R. I slept in, went to a performance chiropractor to take care of some recurring flute/hip pain I've been struggling with and even was able to work on some internship projects! My chiropractor shared lots of new stretches and techniques to incorporate into my routine to help east the lower body pain. So I'm looking forward to trying that out and hopefully sharing my experience with that as well. Surprisingly, I don't have much of an appetite yet, so I'm sticking to comfort foods like homemade potato soup. Throw on some greens and carrots to get an extra fix of veggies 😋🥒🥕🥗side note: how cute are those carrots? My mom cut them to try to make them look like pumpkins for our fall themed dinner the other night. So fun, so festive, so fall🍂 • #inspirewellfit #marathon #marathontraining #recovery #rd2b #easyrecipe #trainingtips #foodporn #igrunners #runnerslife #runnerspace #instafood
changing up my feed a bit with a pyrex lunch ☺️ featuring a homemade salmon burger, roasted butternut squash (in cinnamon, black pepper, & Himalayan pink sea salt), raw veg, and also had lots of hummus on the side 😛 #mealprepsaveslives
My #esa giving me loves after a tough dinner. I ate a piece of cake (and I had an actual dinner too. I pushed through it) and I feel horrible and guilty and it wasn’t even that good. I feel like throwing up (not purging), and crying. But I need this. I needed the calories. My dad won’t let me drive home tomorrow if I don’t eat. I hate myself for it. I was starting to see the physicality of the effects of barely eating this morning (ribs, flatter stomach, though not satisfying, more shape to my figure) and it’s super hard to let that go. I also had a Snapple iced tea and a chewy chocolate and fruit granola bar for lunch, which I’m still feeling really bad about. I feel sick. I don’t want to be here. I think I would have been fine if I didn’t eat the cake. I’m not a big cake person, or cupcakes, or doughnuts. I love other desserts though. But it was also chocolate and very rich. I hate myself for eating that cake. I need to get back to myself again. #beatana #ana #anorexia #anxiety #eatingdisorder #ed #recovery #prorecover #prorecovery #keepfighting #anarecovery #warriorchallenge #recoverywarrior #vegetarian #food #depression #foodnotfear #fightana #edrecovery #eatingdisorderercovery #realrecovery #recover #support #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #loveyourhunger #emotionalsupportanimal #emotionalsupportcat
Still not feeling well. I need to get out of this. I had a small bowl of fruit and a small bowl of cereal (I didn’t drink the milk). That was 3 hours ago and i still want to purge. I feel so sick and fat and disgusting. I take up too much space. I am disgusting. My stomach hurts. My intestines are starting to get messed up. I hate myself. Trying to be strong for Dobby, but it’s not working that much. I know I need to eat but now that my dad knows I’m afraid of what he might think if I start eating again. I am safe here. I need to start eating normally again. It’s also hard because one of my classes had me calculate my BMI for homework. It’s in the normal range. I am not happy. I want it to be in the underweight range! I also didn’t know my exact weight, so I estimated low. So it’s probably even higher than I think! Ugh. My brain is sick. #beatana #ana #anorexia #anxiety #eatingdisorder #ed #recovery #prorecover #prorecovery #keepfighting #anarecovery #warriorchallenge #recoverywarrior #vegetarian #food #depression #foodnotfear #fightana #edrecovery #eatingdisorderercovery #realrecovery #recover #support #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #loveyourhunger
Today’s been rough. I didn’t want to go back to my room tonight because I’m not doing well and I don’t want Dobby to have to see me like this again. I’m so worried about him. I would have slept on the streets if I thought it would have helped him. I had breakfast this morning, and in class we are starting a chapter on body composition which includes BMI and eating disorders and food in the next chapter. I don’t know why, but it triggered me really badly. I calculated my BMI and it’s in the normal range. I want to be under weight. My negative body talk and self talk has been horrible. It seems like whenever I go a long time without those thoughts they are always way worse when they come back. I feel huge and fat and squishy and bad and disgusting. I am trying to get up the strength to eat. I’ve only skipped 2 meals but I am already feeling so weak. I was with my friends this evening and I had a panic attack and had to go outside and I was burning up and feeling like I was going to throw up. I wanted to lay down on the dirty ground, but I couldn’t because it was so disgusting. I know I need to eat, but right now I don’t want recovery. #beatana #ana #anorexia #anxiety #eatingdisorder #ed #recovery #prorecover #prorecovery #keepfighting #anarecovery #warriorchallenge #recoverywarrior #vegetarian #food #depression #foodnotfear #fightana #edrecovery #eatingdisorderercovery #realrecovery #recover #support #strongnotskinny #eatittobeatit #loveyourhunger