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I have been #terminallyill I have had a #disease that I have been struggling to manage my entire life. A sickness of the mind. Contaminated by this material condition. I used to look in the mirror and despair at the #reflection I #bullied myself because I had a double chin and small eyes. I hated myself because I thought I was fat and ugly. I fantasised about #plasticsurgery and wasted hours scrolling through #instagram pictures of #models obsessively comparative. I became single, it got worse. I went to bed with a few people, hoping that I could validate myself through temporary sense gratification. It didn't work. I declared myself #celebate I delved deeply into #bhuddist #meditation . I committed spiritual suicide. I didn't want to feel anything, I wanted Nirvana. I was looking forward to being nothing... When I began #yoga teacher training, I was so envious of the #beautiful women around me and my inferiority to them, I #shaved my head. I wanted 'out'. I went to a lecture on forgiveness (Govinda Mohan Dasa aka Michael Olabode), not thinking I had anything to #forgive - I forgave myself. Forgave myself for feeling inferior, for thinking I was ugly, for degrading myself. I learned that I am beautiful from the inside out. Along with tears, no more fake smiles and I surrendered... I genuinely smiled. I found the #cure . I realised this life is a #gift. I discovered I could utilise and 'dovetail' rather than deny. I learned about #transcendence . It was far out. I'm now on a prescription; Krishna Conciousness is my #medicine to this material condition and I'm totally #addicted . #lifequotes #soul #beauty #real #shakeitup #speakfromtheheart #krishnaconciousness #iskcon #transformation #love #astanga
Today’s workout sesh💪🏾 In this video at the end you will see me attempt dips with my body weight and I failed, but it’s in here to keep myself motivated and to share my struggles, but one day I will be able to do pull ups and dips unassisted! Consistency is KEY Folks! Failure will come and go, don’t give up keep GOING! Happy Saturday y’all❤️ #Gym #GymLife #GymAddicted #Motivated #Determined #Addicted #Fitness #Workout #FitnessMotivation #GirlsWhoLift #Weights #WeightLift #WeightTraining #WorkInProgress #Health #HealthyLife #WeightTrain #CantStopWontStop #LifeStyle #FitFam #FatToFit #FollowMyJourney
Baked oats kept me from raiding the chocolate box today. These are the second portion from yesterday’s bake. Had two whilst tidying for guests and then last one with strawberries and blueberries with 0% yoghurt and 8g of white choc chips (2syns) #slimmingworld #slimmingworlduk #slimmingworldfamily #slimmingworldfriends #slimmingworldjourney #slimmingworlddiary #slimmingworldfood #slimmingworldmeals #slimmingworldmafia #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlossdiary #foodchoices #whitechocolate #addicted #bakedoats #delicious