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Not that my motivation is “for the people”. No more faking fine was birthed out of hitting my lowest. With ZERO energy to give to hiding & pretending how I really felt. I only had energy to literally, survive that very day. And even that was brutal. Losing a newborn + losing your own health & bedridden + a lost career + zero money & on welfare will do that to ya. Turned out to be the BIGGEST wake up call of my life. No way do I think God intended this, but He most definitely, used it for His glory- so that the goodness of God will be on display. Jesus added His super to my natural- S U P E R N A T U R A L is the only way to describe how I got out of that deep, dark hole. Not in my own strength. Never. I had NONE! : : : #depression #depressed #depressedmemes #bedridden #genemutation #hypothyroidism #insulinresistance #diabetes #heartattackrisk #strokeRisk #fibromyalgia #andrenalFatigue #hormoneImbalance #hormoneDrama #PMDD #infantLoss #infertility #infertilitysucks
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I'm always telling myself, "I wish these feelings would go away. I wish I could make these thoughts go away." For a whole day I had my wish. My monsters never appeared and I was free for a whole 24 hours. I've never felt more alone in my life. My demons are the only things that haven't left . #killmyself #depression #depressing #alone #ugly #disgusting #worthless #killme #suicidal #triggerwarning #fat #numb #wanttodie #scars #blood #bloody #selfhate #bleeding #ihatemyself #dontreportjustblock #overdose #anxiety #iwannadie #wannadie #emo #useless
What has happened on these past days. I broke down. “You need help”. It’d be good if you helped me as it’s your job but I guess I’m a failure to you. Well anyone I had to that Monday off so I could talk to someone about things. That’s that whole day. Tuesday. She said she’d sit with me that day and knowing my stupid ass that trusts everybody thought she would and yeah I was wrong. She let me sat by myself but something weird happened. She kissed me and I don’t see it as a positive thing if I’m being honest. Wednesday well today. When I said the first day of school this year was shit and I said that’d be the best day of the year probably. I wasn’t wrong. That shitty day is my favorite day this year so far. Why? That’s the day I hurt the less. She said that day we’d spend the whole day as we had a swimming carnival. She convinced me to go. I spent all today by myself. That’s the best part. She dating one of my good friends now... I remember I tried leaving the area straight away. Told my teachers my mum was picking me up. Bullshit if you’re wondering. They tired ringing her and thank god she didn’t answer. So as I was walking off they said she called back and said she was picking me up. Lucky me. She didn’t know that I ended later on so I got to leave earlier. “How’s you and (her) going?” (I haven’t told her we broke up and it’s been over a month) I had to say something so I said good. That hurt so much but then she said “you need to see a therapis” and what was I thinking? Nah I don’t want to see one, I don’t wanna give myself a chance to get through it this time around. 19/2/2018-21/2/2018 Tags #dead #sucidal #selfharn #depression #depressedteen #pointless #worthless #worthlessteen #iwannadie #ihatemylife #ihatemyself #igiveup #killme #letmedie #depressedboy #hell #terrible #sick #broken #brokenheart #sadlove
Get back devil child....I’m saving my self until marriage 😈